Echocardiogram today. They are going to check to see if everything is ok with my heart right now. If I’m in the middle of heart failure. If anything is blocked.
My worry is that all this time Jesus has literally been living in my heart. That all of this high blood pressure is just finding out that he’s been leaving his fucking garbage around my heart for years and years. “Who left all this crap lying around? JEEEEEEEEESUS!!!!!!”